Dilution of principles is an extremely real possibility.
These days, there is a very low drive for action internally. Mostly because I' almost completely convinced that it doesn't lead to anything. I thought it was about being a realist although sometimes I feel a touch of cynicism as well.
Now I feel it has become a weird circle.
I'm okay with not finding out causes and small contributions because I'm convinced it doesn't alter the reality. The reality doesn't get altered and it bothers me lesser and lesser because there is nothing I can do about it. I refuse to keep myself informed or think about solutions or any kind of action because 'What's the point'. The strange thing is at some point the inaction and cultivated disinterest have become so active in my life that right now I don't know why I don't want to think about things.
There is no convincing myself that - what I think, what I do, what anyone thinks matters. Although it sounds like unnecessary and psuedo-profundity, I'm admitting this now.
The extent to which I have pulled myself away from learning and responding to realities in an effort to not react has more or less led to be an invalid and unnecessary addition to the society that I live in.
Now I have to find my value add. Get it into me that action is better than inaction.
If you are not doing anything, because that is the way it is being done or who are you to change it or who are you to act on it or you don't think you are the right person to act on it or that it is not the right thing to act on or not the right solution to act with or that it only changes things in the short term, whichever the reason, irrespective of the reason, the thing you have convinced yourself of is - you have not acted on it.
But making an intentional or unintentional claim towards inaction, the result is a decision taken to -
not change the situation even though you can, not contribute to society or even your neighbour even though you could. Then, where do you get off talking about community responsibility and communism when there is Zero individual responsibility demonstrated or thought off in the last I don't how many years?
Okay, rant over.
Going for active decision making to reflect on concealed principles. In small things, mini things and micro things.
I do this, I react to this, I ignore this,- 'What does that say?'
These days, there is a very low drive for action internally. Mostly because I' almost completely convinced that it doesn't lead to anything. I thought it was about being a realist although sometimes I feel a touch of cynicism as well.
Now I feel it has become a weird circle.
I'm okay with not finding out causes and small contributions because I'm convinced it doesn't alter the reality. The reality doesn't get altered and it bothers me lesser and lesser because there is nothing I can do about it. I refuse to keep myself informed or think about solutions or any kind of action because 'What's the point'. The strange thing is at some point the inaction and cultivated disinterest have become so active in my life that right now I don't know why I don't want to think about things.
There is no convincing myself that - what I think, what I do, what anyone thinks matters. Although it sounds like unnecessary and psuedo-profundity, I'm admitting this now.
The extent to which I have pulled myself away from learning and responding to realities in an effort to not react has more or less led to be an invalid and unnecessary addition to the society that I live in.
Now I have to find my value add. Get it into me that action is better than inaction.
If you are not doing anything, because that is the way it is being done or who are you to change it or who are you to act on it or you don't think you are the right person to act on it or that it is not the right thing to act on or not the right solution to act with or that it only changes things in the short term, whichever the reason, irrespective of the reason, the thing you have convinced yourself of is - you have not acted on it.
But making an intentional or unintentional claim towards inaction, the result is a decision taken to -
not change the situation even though you can, not contribute to society or even your neighbour even though you could. Then, where do you get off talking about community responsibility and communism when there is Zero individual responsibility demonstrated or thought off in the last I don't how many years?
Okay, rant over.
Going for active decision making to reflect on concealed principles. In small things, mini things and micro things.
I do this, I react to this, I ignore this,- 'What does that say?'
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