Drafts from the past and the Last one

Half framed thoughts and half drafted posts
a way to get things off my mind

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I vented
I calmed
I cried
and I breathed.

But this place is too drab for me now.
Its too sombre and sad.

I needed this. I needed the space
I needed the down to feel it all.

But today is not the day that will put me down.
So this is the last from the 'First'.