Wednesday, December 14, 2016

To be of use

To be of use

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The people I love the best
jump into work head first
without dallying in the shallows
and swim off with sure strokes almost out of sight.
They seem to become natives of that element,
the black sleek heads of seals
bouncing like half-submerged balls.

I love people who harness themselves, an ox to a heavy cart,
who pull like water buffalo, with massive patience,
who strain in the mud and the muck to move things forward,
who do what has to be done, again and again.

I want to be with people who submerge
in the task, who go into the fields to harvest
and work in a row and pass the bags along,
who are not parlor generals and field deserters
but move in a common rhythm
when the food must come in or the fire be put out.

The work of the world is common as mud.
Botched, it smears the hands, crumbles to dust.
But the thing worth doing well done
has a shape that satisfies, clean and evident.
Greek amphoras for wine or oil,
Hopi vases that held corn, are put in museums
but you know they were made to be used.
The pitcher cries for water to carry
and a person for work that is real.

Tuesday, May 10, 2016

Drafts from the past and the Last one

Half framed thoughts and half drafted posts
a way to get things off my mind

Search for ease
I vented
I calmed
I cried
and I breathed.

But this place is too drab for me now.
Its too sombre and sad.

I needed this. I needed the space
I needed the down to feel it all.

But today is not the day that will put me down.
So this is the last from the 'First'.

5.08.2013



To be heard and to be seen seems to be the aim of life. The only variation may be, is 'in whose eyes do u want to be seen' and 'who is the one that should hear you'. It is only the person that varies and so shall vary your work, your routine.. your intentions, your actions.
Of all the changing people there could be someone you want to change, someone you want to inspire or someone you want to impress. But maybe at the end of the day, the best person that should hear you is yourself. If you are able to be seen and heard by yourself then maybe it is pleasant enough!.. Like someone said, "Blessed are those who find happiness in their own company".. How true.. and what a dream..!!

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You still take my breath away
You still make me smile.
You still make me wonder if we weren't made forever.

One

I haven't figured it out yet.
Sometimes everything is too loud, and i prefer the calm. If not forever, at least for a while.
I understand that people hurt; if not now then eventually.
I don't understand the too happy me; i prefer the rare calm me.
I wonder if you would ever find a person to have your back. at least one person who doesn't talk behind your back


If all I wanted was a person who would have my back no matter what, I don't think it would come true. I don't think it is possible to trust people to not hurt you and if you do trust them probably that would hit you the hardest.
When I am crazy and happy and still so calm,
I secretly know its only with you.

When I am scared and tired and just like a clam,
You don't say a word but I still feel safe,
and its only with you.

I never told you my dreams, my fancies and wishes
but you make me believe, I'd have all of them just in a glimpse
and its only with you.

I won't say a word, for I could ruin it all.
Still I do know its only with you.


Almost the year end!

It's almost the end of the year.
The long weekend looms and everyone is home bound or holiday bound. I appreciate the smaller picture. Office is empty and so are the roads. Should make for an easy ride back.
Slowly with the time laid out I think, wow I could really make it a holiday. I should get "everything" done and then just sit back by the window and read the half read books. For three days or a week continuously, nothing less nothing more. Then a new year starts and I need to find inspiration for my resolutions. I can't keep pushing myself everyday to change; at some point I have to accept my best version and be happy with it. But I also want to be better. I think I can do better. Big thoughts small thoughts and the little thoughts. Weird how new years and birthdays can have that effect on you. At least, they do on me.

How did you spend your time? How did you invest yourself?
Where have you put your heart and where did you put your effort?

If you looked at the stars and enjoyed the wind, did it make you breathe easy?
If you walked through the roads and through the yellow leaves, did you find peace?

If you read through a book and lived it a day
If you have spent it in love, did it stay forever?

Did you read a book or spend it in love?


When was the first time you felt the weight of hate?
Does that day still tremble beneath your bones?

Why are you angry then, if you haven't found hate?

I turn around, push these pillows and make myself comfortable
I screw my eyes to stop the thoughts and the light from the other room
I try and breathe in tell myself I should sleep


I will tell you what your bring out in me.
When I think about you and the almost forgotten time we had together, I wonder if you ever thought about it just like I am thinking now. I wonder if you smile at the random memories and twist at the painful recalls.
Please let me drive you away.

I will keep in touch, I will say too much. I will cry over you and choke you for breath. So please let me drive you away.

It will do you no good to keep it this way. I will not tell you how and I will not tell you why but you should just let me drive you away.




And like never before i realize there is much more than being peaceful and being calm.
I'm happy with you and content.
I live without a care in the world and as if no bad memory can touch me.


Winter blues

Its not even cold and its not good weather
But when the yellow green leaves move with the wind and make those rustling sounds
It might not be a breeze it might not be clouds
But when the sun comes out of the clouds it feels a lot fresher.

4

Melt down after melt down
and a deep breath somehow should fix it all

The sweats and the pains
should all somehow seize that's all

Empty inside and churning out
I wish i could hold it and stop. That's all

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Its happy now and simpler too.
What I can, I will give to you.

Nothing to hide and nothing to hold
Nothing to judge in this simple world

2

I realize its time to stop the somber
and to touch on the carefree side
The side which can smile without reason
and dance without rhythm
The side which sings a song loud
and forgets all the words.
The side of love and laughter


1

Its more than the passionate love and the flutters in heart.
Its more than the tensed smile from seeing you after a long time.
Its more than the hug and the kiss.



Sunday, April 24, 2016

What are you in love with?

What are you in love with?
Her?
The idea of her?
The idea of being in love with her?

Friday, April 8, 2016

Today's

కంగారు పుడుతుంటే, దడ వస్తుంటే,
పాదం కింద భూమి క్రుంగినట్టుంది.
క్రుంగి క్రుంగి అంతా గోయ్యే అయితే, 
తిరిగి రానేమోనని భయంగా ఉంది.

చక్కగా నవ్వు, చిలకలా  నవ్వు,
అని చెప్పి చెప్పి నన్ను మార్చారు మీరు.
బొట్టు రాల్చినా  చాలు,
చెడంతా  మనదే అని మరీ మరీ నన్ను మభ్య పెట్టారు.

బెంగగా ఉన్నా,  భయంగా ఉన్నా,
ధైర్యం చూపించడం గాంభీర్యమన్నారు. 
నిస్సహాయతలోనూ నవ్విచూపించు,
అదే మరి గొప్పతనం అన్నారు.

ఒక్క మాట కూడా జవదాటేదిలేదు,
మెచ్హుకుంటే దాన్ని మించేదిలేదు.
ఇష్టమల్లా వ్యవహారమయ్యింది,
గొంతులోని బాధ మింగేయమంది. 

బెంగగా ఉంటే నవ్వాను నేను,
భయం వేస్తే మరింత బిగ్గరగానూ.

ధైర్యం నూరి నాకే ఇవ్వలనుంది,
కానీ ఒక్కదాన్నే ఉన్నట్టు బేలగా ఉంది.

ఒక్క గుక్కలో నాకు ఏడుపొస్తుంది,
మరో మనిషుంటే తప్పదు నవ్వాల్సోస్తుంది.
దాగి దాగి నాలో ఓర్పు పోయింది,
దాకొనే ఉందామని తలపు పుడుతుంది. 

ఊర్పుగా ఎవరైనా దగ్గరకు వచ్చి,
వెలితి అంతా నీకు పోయేవరకు-

ఏదేమైనా నేను ఇక్కడే ఉంటా,
ఎన్నాళ్ళైనా నీకు తోడుగా ఉంటా.
నీనుంచి నాకసలు ఆశలే లేవు,
కోపాలు, తాపాలు అస్సలే లేవు.
ఇష్టమై స్వయంగా పక్కనే ఉంటా,
కోరికే లేకుండా నీడ నిలిచుంటా.

అని చెప్తూ ఉంటే నాకు వినాలనుంది,
నమ్మకంగా సొంతమనాలని ఉంది.

దీర్ఘంగా కనుమూసి నిద్రపోతూనే,
మనసు నిండేలా నాకు నవ్వాలనుంది 

Sunday, March 6, 2016

nanana

Eventually I see,
the twinkle in the eye is nowhere to be seen
and the laughter in the smile is lost.

But that twinkle, that laugh
That voice and that face,
those were to live for.

Now you seem changed and if at all that is true,
I wish it was just for me but for no more..
I would love to see the twinkle again and that silly face.
Those rugged hugs so full of care and the lovely smile to light up a day

If not for me, I would still love it
because its not that we were close
nor that we were tight.
But one of  those days when you come with that smile
that energy and that life
You brighten my day
and bring back a smile that will forever stay.

Random

Its funny what distance does
Not the miles but the one in thoughts

Every sentence you challenge and every word you judge
My every sentence a confession and every word in pain

Its funny what you do to me.
I almost believed
I almost trusted
I almost tried
and I definitely loved.
It almost cuts through.

Today and tomorrow will be difficult for you
There is no innocence in pain
There is no black and white,
Its simple and true.
You love and you care all but in vain
Day after day with the choicest of hearts meant to screw you.

Still its simple I love you for you; in the simplest of forms.
A smile, a word, a thought and some care.
No manipulation, not conceded, just simple and pure.
You take it or not, I believe in love and I will stick to its charms.

Thursday, February 25, 2016

Unwind

Its an elaborate process.
The one to unscrew yourself after you have successfully wound yourself up.

Sunday, February 7, 2016

The loose ends

The tiny jitters and drifting visions
Restless dreams and the easy scares

One moment on top of the world,
the next one shivering inside.

Today and tomorrow are still of the past,
those loose ends must surely be lost.



Drifters

I know the way you looked at me and I know the way you smiled.
I know the way you cared for me and I know the way you lied.

Do I really scare you now or bore you with my thoughts?
Do you have that comfort now once you surely had?

I look at you and feel so warm, like the best of days are yet to come.
I look at you with the sadness gone, could I have you forever and on?